The Broken Road, part 11
"You know any place we pick to live has to have a fire
escape," Felicity said 
as she snuggled closer to Ben as they watched the sun set that
day from the 
fire escape.
"Oh yeah? Why's that?" Ben asked, tightening the arm he
had around his 
girlfriend.
"Because they seem to agree with us and I like having a
place to be alone 
with you."
"Well, there's always our bedroom," Ben pointed out.
"It's sure a lot warmer 
than out here is right now."
"Yeah, I know," Felicity said softly.
"Just not ready for the ghosts?" Ben asked.
"Something like that."
"It's okay. The couch pulls out and Sean said we can use
that if we want."
"Well, we have a while before we have to go to bed. I think
we should talk 
about a more pressing matter right now."
"Such as?"
Felicity sat up and looked Ben in the eye. "What we're going
to tell our 
parents."
"So, I guess waiting till the baby turns eighteen is out of
the question."
"Ben, be serious."
"Okay, okay." Ben moved so that he and Felicity were
sitting across from each 
other. "What do you think we should do?"
"Honestly? I think we should just flat out tell them."
"You're serious?"
"Yes. I mean if we wait much longer we might as well let the
baby tell them. 
I'm not gonna be able to fly home this summer cause I'll be in my
eighth 
month by the time school ends so I'm gonna need to tell my
parents something 
and what about your mom?"
"I think Mom will understand."
"Because she went through the same thing?"
"Exactly."
"You know, my parents are going to expect us to get
married."
"My mom wouldn't force something like that upon us. Not
after what she went 
through with my dad."
"So we're gonna have one big family feud on our hands,"
Felicity said as she 
turned around and laid her head on Ben's lap. "Any
suggestions to alleviate 
tension?"
"Between our parents?"
"Yeah."
"Not a one."
"A lot of help you are," Felicity teased as she laid
her hands on her 
stomach. "I just can't help thinking that my parents are
gonna send me to 
some convent and have you murdered."
"Nah, they won't do that."
"And how can you be so sure?"
"Because I won't let them. If it comes down to it, Felicity,
we can always 
just leave."
"Just forget everyone and everything and say 'See ya'."
"Exactly."
"Idea has merit but first I think we should try talking to
our parents."
"You sure you're ready for that?"
"No. But we should start thinking about telling them soon.
My parents are 
flying in next week to see what's going on."
"So then?"
"I figure we make them dinner and then over desert we drop
the bomb on them."
"And then run for cover so none of the debris from the
fallout gets us."
"What about your mom?"
"I'll call her and tell her she's gonna be a grandmother.
She can't kill me 
over the phone."
"You'd be surprised. Mother's are capable of doing just
about anything, face 
to face or otherwise."
"I guess you'll find that out soon."
Felicity took a deep breath. "Oh god, that still sounds so
weird." Her eyes 
searched for Ben's and locked onto them. "Are you
scared?"
"Terrified, but I think as long as we have each other we'll
be fine."
"I hope so."
"I know so." Ben leaned down and kissed Felicity
gently. "I love you."
"I love you, too."
* * * * *
The phone rang just as Felicity was walking into the loft that
Friday 
afternoon. She rushed over to pick it up on the third ring.
"Hello?"
"Honey, is that you?" she heard her mother's voice ask.
"Mom, yeah, hi," Felicity said with a smile. 
"Hi sweetheart, I was just calling to confirm our arrival
time with you 
for tomorrow."
"Oh, okay," she said as she searched the counter for a
pencil. Finding 
one, she quickly jotted down the information on a napkin. 
"So, I guess we'll see you tomorrow, then," her mom
said. "I've missed 
you so much, honey."
"Me, too, Mom . . ." she said into the phone. "Mom
. . ." she hesitated. 
"There's something I should tell you . . . something you and
dad need to 
know."
"What is it, Felicity?" her mom asked, concern filling
her voice at the 
worry she heard in her daughter's tone. 
"I . . . well, I wanted to wait until you got here tomorrow,
but I'm not 
sure that's a good idea. I mean, after I tell you what I've done
. . . well, 
you may not want to see me very much," she admitted sadly. 
"Oh honey, nothing could make that happen. Just tell me,
it's okay," she 
assured her. 
"Promise not to hate me?"
"I could never hate you, Felicity. You know that."
"Okay, well . . . you remember Ben, right?" she asked
tentatively. 
"Yes, of course."
"Well, we're sort of . . . moving in together," she
finished. 
"Oh? Well . . . I mean, that's fine, dear. You're an adult.
If you think 
that's what you want then I don't--"
"That's not all," Felicity interrupted her. "Mom,
I'm pregnant," she 
blurted. Her mother was silent for a long time and Felicity
stroked her 
growing belly nervously as she listened for her reaction.
"Mom . . . please 
say something," she softly pleaded. 
"Felicity . . . I just . . . I didn't expect this . .
." she stammered. 
"How long?" 
"I'm due in June," she replied.
"So, that's why you weren't home for Christmas," she
said knowingly. 
"Partly, yes," Felicity conceded. "I'm sorry, Mom.
I wanted to tell you 
sooner, I was just . . . so scared. I didn't know what to do and
I didn't 
know what you'd say. And Dad . . . well, I'm still not sure what
he'll say. 
I'm afraid he'll never speak to me again once he finds out."
Her bottom lip 
trembled as she imagined her father's reaction to the fact that
his 
19-year-old daughter was soon to make him a grandfather. 
"You're dad will be okay, don't worry about that. He'll be
surprised and 
a little upset at first, but it'll work out. We'd never lose you
because of 
this, honey, I promise you that," her mom said. This made
her feel a little 
bit better and she sighed. 
"Thanks Mom, it's good to hear you say that."
"So, do you want me to tell Dad, or would you rather wait
till tomorrow 
and tell him yourself?" she asked her daughter. 
"He might take it better from you," Felicity said.
"Do you mind breaking 
the news for me?"
"No, I think it might be best this way. I'll tell him
tonight after 
dinner," she said. 
"Mom, tell him I'm sorry. I didn't plan things this way,
really," 
Felicity said as tears streamed down her cheeks. 
"Oh Felicity, I know that. Shh, sweetie, it's going to be
alright." 
Felicity sniffled and nodded, as though her mom could see the
gesture. "So, 
what are your plans?" her mother asked then. 
"We don't know yet," she admitted. "We want to get
married eventually, 
but that might be a while. Do you think you and dad can be okay
with that?"
"I guess we'll have to, won't we?" she replied.
"Well, it's your life, 
honey. I just hope you know it's about to change
drastically," she warned. 
"I know . . ." she said. "Mom?"
"Yes?"
"I'm really scared," Felicity said. Her voice sounded
so small, like that 
of a child. It made her mother think of a little girl in curly
pigtails that 
would curl up in her lap during a thunderstorm. She suddenly
longed for that 
little girl again. 
"That's good. It's a scary thing, being a mother. Someone
will be 
depending on you for the rest of your life." Her voice
softened then as she 
added, "But, I think you'll do just fine. I believe in you .
. . I always 
have."
Felicity smiled. "Thanks Mom. I love you."
"I love you, too, sweetie. I'll see you tomorrow."
* * * * *
"Ben?"
His girlfriend's sleepy voice made him look up from the video he
was 
watching. Flicking off the TV he smiled at her. "What's
up?"
"You tell me." She shuffled over and sat down beside
him. "It's three a.m. 
and you're out here watching a video instead of in bed with
me."
"I'm sorry did I wake you?"
"No. What's wrong Ben?"
"I don't know. I guess I'm just a little worried about
seeing your parents 
tomorrow."
"Mom said she'd smooth the way with Dad and even if she
can't we'll still 
have her in our lives and we'll have your mom. Speaking of which,
how'd she 
take it?"
"Not bad. She was surprised to say the least but she loves
me, she 
absolutely adores you, and she said she'll support whatever we
decide. She 
also said she'd like to be here when the baby's born if that's
okay."
"It's fine with me. I love your mom," Felicity smiled.
"I hope I'm half the 
mother she was because I can say with certainty she raised an
incredible son."
"Yeah? Well your parents didn't do a bad job, either."
Ben pushed the hair 
back from her face and then drew her closer.
"Are you sure you want to be there tomorrow at dinner with
my parents?" 
Felicity asked. "Last chance to back out."
"You are not getting rid of me that easily. I think it's
time to show your 
mother and father we're a united front and that I'm here when the
going gets 
tough."
"I like the sound of that . . . united front," Felicity
said yawning. 
"What were you watching?" she asked as she picked up
the remote and flipped 
the TV back on. After she recognized the video she smiled.
"I thought I 
left this in 
Palo Alto."
"I kinda pilfered it from your room the day you were
packing."
"Why?"
"I like it. We had a good time in Hawaii and I wanted to be
reminded of it."
"So how often did you watch this when I was in
Atlanta?" she asked as she 
turned the TV off again.
"At least once a week."
"I have a confession to make."
"Okay."
"That picture of us on my grandparents' ranch, with the
horses in back of us?"
"Yeah."
"I must have stared at it at least twenty times a day the
entire time I was 
gone."
"Well, now we don't have to."
"Right, cause now we have the real thing." Felicity
yawned again after her 
statement and smiled at Ben. "What do you say? Bed?"
"Bed." The two stood up and walked back to their room
where they fell fast 
asleep.
* * * * *
"Ben!" Felicity called up the stairs. "Ben! Are
you almost ready?"
He stuck his head over the stair rail and smiled down at her.
"Yeah, be 
down in a sec," he replied. 
"Hurry, they'll be here any minute," she called back.
She heard his shoes 
clomping down the steps and looked up from the salad to smile
nervously at 
him. "Are we ready for this?" she asked. He looked at
her hands and saw how 
much they were shaking, then went to her side and wrapped her in
his arms. 
"We're completely ready. They already know . . . that's half
the battle," 
he told her. 
"I don't think we can really comment on the battle until we
actually see 
my dad face to face. Oh Ben, I'm just so scared that he's going
to freak 
out." She turned to wrap her arms around him as well and
they stood in a 
silent embrace for a moment. Then, the doorbell sounded and broke
their calm. 
"This is it," she whispered as she looked up at him. He
reached down and 
grabbed her hand and gave it a squeeze. 
"Come on, let's do it," he said with a smile. She
smiled in return and 
they walked to the door together. Felicity opened the door and
smiled 
nervously at her parents. 
"Felicity," her mom said happily and immediately
stepped forward to hug 
her daughter tightly. 
"Hi Mom," she replied happily as they hugged. 
"It's so good to see you, honey," her mother said as
she held her for a 
moment longer. Then, she stepped back and looked her up and down.
She didn't 
say anything more, but the smile she gave her daughter spoke
volumes. 
Felicity nodded her thanks to her mother for her understanding. 
Mr. Porter stood back from the scene and looked his daughter over
as 
well. His eyes clouded with worry as he took in her appearance.
In his mind, 
she was still such a little girl. He'd never have imagined she
was ready for 
this. But, they'd all soon find out.
"Daddy," Felicity said tentatively. 
"Hi Princess," he said with a smile, finally stepping
up to hug her as 
well. 
"Well, come in, please," Felicity said as she waved
them both into the 
loft. "Have a seat," she told them. Her parents went to
sit on the couch and 
she took Ben's hand as they stood before them. "You both
remember Ben, 
right?" she asked. 
"Yes, of course," her mother smiled. Mr. Porter nodded
with a 
tight-lipped smile. 
"Nice to see you both again," Ben said as he smiled
nervously at his 
girlfriend's parents. He knew he wasn't their favorite person on
the planet 
at that moment. That much was obvious. He just wasn't sure what
to say to 
them. 'Sorry I ruined your daughter's life,' seemed a bit much,
so he just 
stood there trying not to fidget. 
"Well, dinner is about ready so if you guys want to go ahead
and sit down 
. . ." Felicity said. Her parents nodded and got up to
follow her to the 
table. 
Ben started into the kitchen to help Felicity, but her mother
shooed him 
to his seat. "I've got it, dear. You sit." Reluctantly,
he obeyed. When the 
two women had gone, Ben looked at Mr. Porter and offered a timid
smile. 
"So, are you planning on marrying my daughter, Ben?"
the man asked him 
suddenly. 
"S-sir?"
"I'm sure Felicity's . . . condition hasn't escaped you,
son. Are you 
planning on marrying her or aren't you?" Mr. Porter asked
calmly. 
"W-well . . . um, y-yes sir. I . . . I love Felicity very
much and . . . 
we, um, we want to get married. I just . . . we're waiting until
. . . um . . 
."
"Until?"
"Until we're ready," Felicity finished as she came back
over to the 
table. Having heard the conversation, she looked at her father
and said, 
"Daddy, Ben loves me and I love him. We're going to have a
baby in a few 
months, and no, we aren't married . . . yet. Someday we will be,
but not 
because we have to. Because we want to. In our own time,"
she stated 
emphatically. Ben was amazed at the determined look in her eyes
as she spoke 
to her father. She wasn't backing down from him for even a
moment. 
"Well . . . I suppose I can live with that, then," Mr.
Porter said. 
"Good," Felicity smiled as she took the seat beside
Ben's. Her mother 
came back in and sat beside her father and they all began to eat.
Soon, they 
started a little small talk to lighten the mood and by the end of
the meal 
things didn't seem so bad after all. 
* * * * *
"Okay, that's it," Felicity said to Ben as she placed
the last dish back 
into the cabinet. Her parents had gone back to their hotel about
a half an 
hour before and she and Ben had just gotten done cleaning up from
dinner. 
"I'm exhausted," she told him as she leaned against the
kitchen counter. 
"Me, too," he agreed. "Wanna hit the hay?"
"Sounds like a plan," she replied and he took her hand
to lead her 
upstairs. As they made their way through the living room, the
front door 
opened and Sean entered. 
"Hey guys, going to bed already?" he asked.
"Yeah, we're wiped out," Ben told him. 
"How'd dinner go?" Sean asked. 
"Pretty good," Felicity told him. "Thanks again
for clearing out of here 
for the night. I really appreciated it."
"No problem," he replied. "Well, you two lovebirds
go get some rest. Hey, 
were there any leftovers from dinner?"
"Yeah, they're in the frig. Help yourself," Felicity
told him. 
"Thanks, g'night," he called after them. 
"Night," Ben replied, then led Felicity to their
bedroom. 
"So," she said once they were under the covers
together, "are we still 
going to look at that apartment off McGill Ave tomorrow?"
"Yeah, fine by me," he said as she snuggled close in
his arms. 
"I think things went well with my parents."
"I hope so. I really don't want them to hate me," he
replied. 
"They don't hate you," she assured him. 
"What your dad was saying about us getting married . .
."
"Don't worry about that," she said. 
"But, I think he's right, Felicity. We should get
married."
"We do not have to get married just because I'm
pregnant," she insisted. 
"Do you honestly think that's the one and only reason?"
he asked. "God, I 
love you more than life . . . of course I want to marry
you."
"I want to marry you, too. I just think . . . well, we
should get 
settled, wait till the baby comes . . . then, we'll talk about a
wedding."
"Why wait?" he wanted to know. "It doesn't have to
be a big wedding."
"I know . . . I just . . . I'd rather not be this enormous
fat chick in 
my wedding photos, okay?"
He smiled and squeezed her in his arms. "You are *not*
fat," he said. 
"I'm huge and you know it," she said. 
"No way, you're gorgeous. I've never seen a pregnant woman
who was more 
beautiful than you are. You're the most beautiful woman in the
world," he 
told her as he leaned down to capture her mouth in a soft kiss. 
Felicity smiled as their lips parted. "Now I know what I
keep you 
around," she said with a grin. "You always know just
what to say to make me 
feel better."
"It really is true," he told her sincerely. "I
want you to be my wife . . 
. no matter what. And if it means we wait till the baby comes,
well then, I 
can wait. I'd wait forever for you," he said softly. 
"You're the most wonderful man on earth," she said as
she kissed him 
again. 
"If only that were true," he laughed a little. 
"It is to me," she told him.
"Well then, that's all that matters," he replied and
they sunk down under 
the comforter together.
* * * * *
"You honestly think this'll work?" Sean asked as he
tasted some of the potato 
soup Felicity was making for dinner.
"It worked for Ben and Noel, why can't it work for Elena and
Ben?" Felicity 
said as she lightly swatted at Sean's hands.
"Cause Elena doesn't like seeing her friends get hurt and
Ben hurt you."
"Yes, but I got over it and forgave Ben and it's time for
Elena to do the 
same."
"I wish you luck. Noel's in on it, right?"
"Right, and I still wish you were staying."
"Not a chance. One reconciliation dinner per school year is
my limit." Sean 
checked his watch. "I'm outta here. Got dinner plans waiting
for me at 
Epstein's."
"You know something Sean?"
"What?" he said as he turned to look at her.
"You're a chicken."
"Cluck, cluck," was his reply before he left.
Felicity shook her head before going back to her cooking. The
soup was just 
about done and the double-decker cheeseburgers and cheese fries
with 
chocolate shakes were almost ready as well. All she needed were
her dinner 
companions.
"Hello?" There was one now. She turned around to see
Ben coming in.
"Hi."
"Something smells awesome in here. Cooking again?"
"Yep. The soup's ready if you want some."
"You know that's an awful lot of food. Are we expecting your
parents again?"
Felicity giggled a little before answering, "No, my parents
are safely back 
in California. I invited some friends for dinner."
"Oh yeah? Who?" 
The doorbell saved Felicity from answering. "Would you get
that? I don't want 
the fries to burn."
"Okay." Ben went to the door and pulled it open.
"Noel, hi."
"Hey." Noel moved to reveal Elena behind him.
"Elena." Ben was shocked to say the least. He knew
Elena hadn't forgiven him 
for the whole Julie debacle so he didn't think she'd be making
any 
appearances at the loft any time soon. Yet, there she was.
"Hi Ben," she said as she entered walking to the
kitchen where Felicity was.
"Noel?"
"Yeah?"
"Why do I have the feeling I've been set up?"
"Probably because you have," Noel smiled as he, too,
walked into the loft.
"Great," Ben muttered as he shut the door and turned
around. He groaned. He 
was beginning to get the feeling that this would be a long night.
* * * * *
"Felicity, dinner was great. Thanks for inviting us,"
Noel said to his 
friend as he set his napkin on his plate. 
"Yeah, thanks," Elena echoed with a tight smile. She'd
been quiet all 
evening. When they'd left the house together, Noel hadn't told
her where they 
were going. By the time she'd realized that they were going to
the loft, it 
had been too late to back out. Not that she hadn't tried, but
Noel had 
convinced her not to return home. Still, the strained dinner
conversation 
that went on mostly between Felicity and Noel, had her
reconsidering and 
wishing she'd just gone back to the apartment alone. 
"Hey Noel, how about helping me with the dishes,"
Felicity said as she 
stood up and gathered a few plates. 
"I can help you," Ben and Elena said simultaneously.
Felicity hid a grin. 
"That's okay, I want to talk to Noel. You two go sit in the
living room. 
We'll be in soon," she told them. They both watched
reluctantly as Felicity 
and Noel carried the dinner dishes into the kitchen and left them
alone 
together. 
"Well . . . I guess we should go sit in the living room
then," Ben said 
unsurely. 
"Yeah . . ." she murmured and got up to leave the
table. He followed her, 
watching her take a seat at one end of the sofa and he sat in a
chair on the 
other side. 
"So . . ." he said after a moment.
"So," she replied curtly, her eyes staring coldly at
some spot off to his 
left. 
"I know that you know as well as I do what those two are
trying to do," 
Ben said finally. 
"Yeah, I know what they're up to," she confirmed.
"But, it really doesn't 
change anything."
"Look Elena . . . I want to apologize," he began. 
"There's no need to apologize to me," she said quickly.
"Yes, there is," he continued. "I was an asshole.
I can admit that. I . . 
. I honestly never meant to hurt Felicity. You have to know that
I love her. 
You've got to see that, don't you?" he said, his voice
carrying a hopeful 
tone. 
"I see that you did the most awful thing in the world to
her, that's what 
I see," Elena replied bitterly. 
"She's forgiven me," he reminded her softly.
"Can't you please try to 
accept that?"
"I accept it," she snapped, swinging her head around to
look him sharply 
in the eyes. "You two are together again. Fine."
"She wants you to be okay with this," he said. 
"I know that she does. I'm just not sure I can do
that," Elena admitted.
"You hate me that much?" he asked. 
"I hate what you did to her that much," she answered. 
"I hate myself for that, Elena. You've gotta know
that." He shook his 
head sadly as he looked down at his hands. "I try everyday
to think of some 
way I can ever make it up to her . . . but I'm not sure that's
possible. I 
can never take back what I did, never. I think my punishment will
be having 
to live with that for the rest of my life." He looked up at
her and saw hr 
expression soften just a little. It wasn't much, but at least it
was a start. 
"I can never forget what you did to her. She's my best
friend," Elena 
told him. He nodded that he completely understood. "But, I
suppose if 
Felicity can get past the fact that you were a miserable lout who
didn't 
deserve a second chance . . . well, I guess if she loves you
enough to do 
that then I can respect that and tolerate you." 
He smiled a little. "Thanks Elena, that means a lot."
"I'm not doing it for you. I'm doing it for her," she
said 
matter-of-factly. 
"I know, but it means a lot to me that you would even
consider it."
"Well, don't screw up again," she warned with a crook
of her eyebrow.
He had to laugh at that. "And face your wrath? No, not a
chance," he 
assured her. Elena didn't reply but even she cracked a smile. 
"Well, well, looks like you two are having fun without
us," Felicity said 
as she walked into the living room and heard the laughing. 
"What's going on?" Noel asked as he sat beside Elena.
Felicity stood 
beside Ben's chair. 
"We came to an understanding," Elena told them. 
"Friends?" Felicity asked hopefully. 
"Well, not enemies," she said. 
"That's close enough," Felicity smiled. "So, what
do you guys want to do 
now? Watch a movie?"
"Sure, sounds good. What have you got?" Noel asked. 
"Sean has a million movies. Let's go pick one," Ben
suggested. Noel 
nodded and the two got up to head into Sean's room together. 
Felicity walked over and took Noel's seat beside Elena.
"Thank you," she 
said to her friend. 
"For what?" Elena asked. "All I did was agree to
be in the same room with 
him without cursing. It's not that big of a deal."
"It's a big deal to me and you knew that. Thanks, it means a
lot to me," 
Felicity said. 
"You still glad you took him back?" Elena asked. 
"Every day," she replied. 
"He loves you, I can tell. When he looks at you it's like .
. . I dunno. 
It's like no one has ever looked at me before. Like you're the
whole world to 
him." She looked over to smile at Felicity. "I hate
what he did to you, but 
I'm glad things worked out for your sake. I think he's the
one."
"So do I," Felicity smiled back. 
"So, I wonder what movie those two are going to come up
with?" Elena 
mused. 
"I don't know, but I'm sure it won't be one we - Oh!"
she stopped short. 
Elena looked just a little frantic. "What?" she asked. 
A smile spread across Felicity's face. "Nothing. Nothing's
wrong, I mean. 
It's just . . . feel." She took Elena's hand and laid it on
her stomach. "Oh, 
there it was, did you feel it?" she asked. 
"Yeah," she nodded. Felicity looked at her friend and
saw her face filled 
with wonder. "That's . . . wow, that's amazing." 
Ben and Noel reentered the room and Felicity waved them over.
"What's 
going on?" Noel asked. 
"The baby. C'mere," Felicity replied and he sat beside
her on the 
opposite side and placed his hand over her belly to feel the baby
move within 
her. 
"Wow . . ." he breathed as he felt a kick. "Does
that hurt?" he asked as 
he looked up at her. 
"No," she smiled. "It actually feels pretty
amazing." She looked up then 
and smiled at Ben, who was standing off to the side and watching
the scene 
happily. His eyes on her were so tender. She suddenly knew just
what Elena 
meant about the way he looked at her. It was pretty amazing. 
When the baby had finally settled down, Felicity moved to sit on
the 
loveseat and Ben sat down beside her. "What movie are we
going to watch?" she 
asked. 
"Well, first we picked Rambo," Noel admitted.
"But, we knew we'd get sent 
back for a different one, so we decided on When Harry Met Sally
instead." 
"Sean actually owns When Harry Met Sally?" Elena asked
in disbelief. 
"Sean owns all kinds of chick flicks. I was shocked that we
found Rambo 
in there actually," Noel said. 
Ben laughed. "Sean is a complicated man."
"Tell me about it. So, where is he tonight anyway?"
Elena asked. 
"Dodging the two of us no doubt," Ben replied. 
"Actually, he's having dinner with a friend," Felicity
said. 
"Who?" Ben and Elena asked at the same time. 
Felicity giggled. "Um, actually . . . Julie."
"Julie?" Elena asked, her expression marred by a
grimace. 
"Yeah, they've been getting together a lot lately,"
Felicity replied. 
"I didn't know that," Ben said. "As a matter of
fact, how did you know 
that?" he asked. 
"Sean told me, that's how. He actually asked me if I'd be
upset with him 
if Julie moved in here after you and I move out."
"What did you tell him?" Ben asked. 
"I told him no. Why would I be mad about that?" she
asked. 
"Well, I guess I can see how you would be," Noel said. 
"Yeah, me too," Elena added. 
"I have no problem with Julie. We haven't talked much,
obviously, but I'm 
not mad at her. Not anymore," Felicity said. 
"You're a better woman than I am, girl," Elena sighed. 
"Nah, I just know that mistakes happen. I've made a few
myself. Besides," 
she said as she snuggled closer to Ben, "I'm completely
happy at this point 
in my life. I don't want anything to stand in the way of
that."
Ben leaned down to kiss her forehead. "I'm glad to hear
that," he said 
softly to her. 
"So, wanna watch the movie?" Noel asked. 
"Sure, put it in," Felicity said. 
They all sat together watching the movie; Ben and Felicity
cuddled 
together on the loveseat and Noel and Elena sitting across from
them on the 
couch. Elena had her feet up in Noel's lap and his head was laid
lazily on 
the back of the sofa. She looked over at Ben and Felicity. He sat
with his 
back to the arm of the loveseat and she was sitting right in
front of him, 
her back to his chest. His hands were gently rubbing her abdomen
and a small 
smile played at Felicity's lips. Elena had never seen two people
looking more 
in love. She'd always doubted people's ability to change their
ways, but with 
Ben she was pretty sure he had. He didn't seem to want anyone but
felicity. 
She was enough for him. And, if that were true, that was enough
for Elena. 
She smiled to herself, then turned her attention back to the
television. 
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